Disjointed thoughts and Random Musings

I am unable to not think about you. But I will never have you.
You are with me everywhere. I dream of you.
I fantasize about you. Am I too old to be acting this way?
Why does my heart pound when I see your pictures?
I need you... I really do. It's scary.
But I would never hurt you.
I have a crush..
You're so far away from me, physically and emotionally.
It's impossible, yet I still yearn for it.
God, I sometime's think I love you. Ridiculous...
You make me laugh and smile... I had forgotten how to do that.
Disjointed thoughts and random musings.

Last Night

Thinking of last night:
frustrated
confused
deceitful
guilty
yearning
wanting
waiting
sad
happy
determined
You said you couldn't sleep, are you thinking the same?